A year ago, I was sat at my desk thinking: "What the hell am I doing?" Not in a dramatic way. More in a... lost way. My main client was still brilliant. They'd been my rock since I started. But September rolled around and their workload dropped. They needed me less. And suddenly, I didn't have another client waiting in the wings to fill that gap. I had time. Space. Possibility. And honestly? It terrified me. The Reflection Phase September 2025 was the month I stopped and actu